[Verse 1]
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Yeah, look
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I dont do drugs, Im addicted to the pain though
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Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
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Gotta have it, its a habit Ima break though
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I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin Ima quit
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Keep sayin Ima leave, but I stay though
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I just want a little fix, I dont wanna take a risk
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I dont like it when I drift from the safe zone
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But lately, I been thinkin Ima have to
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Lettin go of things that Im attached to
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World dont stop just because Im in a bad mood
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You dont know what love is til you holdin onto somethin that you cant lose
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That’s why Im tryna get it together
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Sleeves up, puttin work in, tryna be better
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I like to rap, but I aint gon do it forever
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Forget the charts, Ive been focusin on holdin my head up
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Moment I get up, I just wanna know Im doin my best
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And if Im not, Lord forgive me, you can have the regrets
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‘Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
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Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin my breath
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Holdin my chest, to be honest, so Im tired of it
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Lookin for somethin in my life to be inspired again
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I like to walk around and act like I dont know what it is
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But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
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[Chorus]
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Runnin from change
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Im lookin for change
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Im searchin for change
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Im lookin for change
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I just want, I just want change
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[Verse 2]
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Yeah, I dont like new things
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Got a lot of mood swings
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Oh, you wanna tell me somethin negative?
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I dont wanna hear what you think
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Yeah, tossin in my sleep
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Every night for like two weeks
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Thinkin bout how I could have done this or done that better
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Cant help it, thats just me
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Lies, thats me avoidin the change
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Yeah, thats probably why the issues aint goin away
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Yeah, thats probably why I always sit around and complain
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Tellin myself that I aint never gettin out of this place
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Out of my face if you tellin me I need to be different
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Thats the issue though, Im always insecurity-driven
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Takin the wrong turns, actin like I know where Im headed
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Waitin for somethin bad to happen, I can snap any minute
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I need change
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Yeah, thats kinda easy to say, right?
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But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
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And everyone around me kinda thinks Im a great guy
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But I dont ever think it so I think Im a fake liar
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Change
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Its somethin that I know I should do
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Im a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
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But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin to lose
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See, Ive always been full of pain, but now Im makin some room
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[Chorus]
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Lookin for change
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Im lookin for change
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Im searchin for change
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Im lookin for change
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I just want, I just want—
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[Verse 3]
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I need a moment of silence
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I dont like change, but Ill try it
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I dont wanna hear what I should or I shouldnt do
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Why are they always defiant?
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See, all my emotions are liars
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All my emotions are violent
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They dont want freedom to find me
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Mention the name and everybody riots (Change)
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Yeah, thats why Im checkin my vitals
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They keep on workin, but I know
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Breathin dont mean youre alive, so
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I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
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Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
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Im tryna be on their side though
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Should I feel comfortable? I dont
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Last year, I felt suicidal
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This year, I might do somethin different like talkin to God more
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[Chorus]
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Im lookin for change
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Im lookin for (Yeah)
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Im searchin for change
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Im lookin for
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I just want, I just want change
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Im lookin for (Yeah)
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Im searchin for change
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Im lookin for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
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I just want, I just want change
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Yeah, Im lookin for (Lookin for)
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Im searchin for change
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Im lookin for (Yeah)
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I just want, I just want change
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Im lookin for (Ayy)
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Im searchin for change (Ayy)
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Im lookin for, yeah
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I just want, I just want change
