[Verse]
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(Yeah!) Im back, did anyone miss me?
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They said the second record can be tricky
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Well, thats kind of funny, cause I am not trippin
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My fans—they know what it is and they with me
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Yeah, I aint the type thats gon ride with the semi
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I came from a town with three lights and no city
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Ive been doing shows for nothin but pennies
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When I leave the stage, they never forget me
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Mansion was a glimpse of my life
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I let you see what its like to be in my head
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People ask me what I think I think Id be doin
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If it wasnt music, Id rather be dead, agh!
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You heard what I said, that was like me at a three
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You dont wanna see me at ten
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Or maybe you do
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I promise if that is the case, then that is what yall gonna get
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If youre looking for music with watered down lyrics
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I promise that you need to go somewhere else
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And if you want somebody to tell you everything
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That you wanna hear, I wont be any help
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This flow is familiar, I think I heard it before
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Yeah, I made it myself!
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I left the door open to come in my mansion
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But I never said its a beautiful house
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Some of yall sat on the porch
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Looked at my windows and stared at my door
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They ask me if Im gonna kill it this record
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I laugh in their face and I ask em, “Do you see the blood on the floors?”
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“Hes at it again”
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“NF is crazy, hes bad for the kids”
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“He never talks about nothing but him”
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“And my friends say, ‘Hes kind of a diva.'”
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Well, you need to get some new friends
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Im as ill as it gets
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‘Til I get on the stage and flip on the switch
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And I go to a place where nobody is
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If you bring up my name in a song, thats something that you will regret
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Learned a lot in a year
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I remember the shows when no one was there
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I remember the shows when nobody cared
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Some people in front of me laughing like, “He isnt going nowhere.”
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Its funny now, isnt it?
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This type of life isnt how I envisioned it
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This type of life, it just aint how I pictured it
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Im in the back of the tour bus
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Tryin to FaceTime my family, its different
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Not what you think it is
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Write a review, tell me what you think of this
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Give me three stars and call me an idiot
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But to be honest, it dont make a difference
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I know some people dont get it
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But you have now entered a therapy session
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If you dont like music thats personal
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I have no clue what you people are doin here, might as well throw out the record
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I pull up a chair, I talk to my music like nobodys there
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Only person I judge is the one in the mirror
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And lately, he aint doin well
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I dont need yall in my ear
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Im tired of hearin it
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You call it music, I call her my therapist
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She keep on telling me I have been carryin
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Way too much baggage, I need to take care of it
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I know shes right, but, man, its embarrassing
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Music has raised me more than my parent did
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Take out a picture of us and I stare at it
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Who am I kiddin? You probably aint hearin this
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Show me an artist you wanna compare me with
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You put us both on a track, Ima bury em
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Give me the shovel, its bout to get scarier
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None of you want it with rap, who you staring at?
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I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?
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NF is the logo, you know Ive been wearin that
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Dont come to my show and be sittin that very back
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I call you out in the crowd like, “There he is!”
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Thought Id be happy, it feels like Im cursed
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Its hard to be clean when you play in the dirt
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You gave me this place to go when Im hurtin
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I thought itd get better, but its getting worse
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And I got nobody to blame when I work
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Like 24/7, I aint been to church
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And Satan keep callin me, he tryna flirt
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I hang up the phone, these are more than just words
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I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion
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I look up to God like, “When did this happen?”
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Yellin with all of my fans to wake up
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But feel like I havent
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I get emotional, I didnt plan this
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Im doing things I never imagined
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Im sorry, but I gotta leave
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I dont wanna be late for my therapy session, agh!
