[Verse 1]
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Smokin on the loudest out
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Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
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Goin till a pound is out
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We all got problems too proud to pout
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More than 99, I aint about to count
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Takin long walks when Im out and about
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Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
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Used to look for direction, till I found a route
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Wonder how the charts feel
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Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
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Everyday Im here I try to write songs
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Cause I know the beatll longer than my heart will
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Yeah, tryna see every state
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No white lighters, hope I see 28
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You can tell my girl imma be runnin late
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Cant tell how much longer shes gonna wait
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A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
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She could probably do better than me
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Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
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Who takes care of her and never leaves
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Man, shit I try my best
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Nobody here for me to try and impress
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Id rather chase a dream
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Than be content to sit behind a desk
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I used to live with the highest stress
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But fuck it, I digress
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Just believe
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[Verse 2]
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Lately Ive been losing sleep
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Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
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No one to talk to, I use the beat
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A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
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My intake of booze is steep
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Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
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I think I took a few this week
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Im trying to adjust to the hugest leap
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Im living off this music, here
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But Im afraid of failing
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Thats the truth, sincere
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My anxiety is getting too severe
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But I aint giving up, theres no excuses here
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Dying young might be my truest fear
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But now my futures bright and my view is clear
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Told her imma get it, imma do it, dear
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Theres no way in hell I could lose this year
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I worked 10 years ‘fore it ever paid off
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You dont know what I had to trade off
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I shed tears when my moms got laid off
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Lifes never fair, it never plays soft
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Imma go get it, Imma do it for my folks
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Every day Im out, man I always do the most
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You would do the same shit if you was on the ropes
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Shit gets realer when you zooming up close
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Just believe
