[Verse 1: NF]
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Look
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Self-awareness
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Prides a coat and yes, I like to wear it
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Buttoned up, dont like to let no air in
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With a pair of gloves that I hope doesnt perish
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I discovered, though, when I get holes in them
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And I let joy in, Im in higher spirits
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My mistakes are like a screamin parrot
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Just repeating lyrics, I can barely bear it
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When Im lost
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Road is narrow
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Im lookin down it like a guns barrel
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Arent we all searchin for the serum
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That could help us breathe and leave our state of peril?
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All of us have made defensive scarecrows
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That we scatter round our fields and treat like heroes
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When they scare away the things that we should cherish
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‘Cause were too embarrassed to admit the fear is
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That were lost
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Yeah, but what does it matter?
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I get so combative, inside of mes a personal canvas
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The paint can be splattered, get messy when I start to get rattled
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The heart of a savage, Im quiet when I lurk in the shadows
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But somethin dont add up, I dont wanna be overdramatic
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But look at the data, its obvious that humans are fragile
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We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out but the fact is
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We need someone thatll be honest when we fly off the handle
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I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel
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Keep my wits, been off the grid but now Im back in the saddle
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My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value
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I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle
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I like to row against the current, thats the way that I travel
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Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel
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Take initiative, Im diligent on every level
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I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah
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Id love to pack arenas and all
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But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts
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And put the reins on em, show em Im the one thats the boss
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And pull em back when they get out of hand, Im breakin they jaws
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Im takin the flaws, that told me I could never evolve
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Then pull a Bane on em, ask em, “Oh, you think youre in charge?”
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You oughta know better, aint no way around it, Im flawed
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The traits that I want, they say I cant afford what it cost
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[Pre-Chorus: NF]
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But I, manifested this
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Failings how you grow and learn your lessons, kids
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Take the worst and try to make the best of it
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‘Cause when you fail, just know that its a test and if
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You can learn to pick yourself back up again
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And train your brain to not be such a pessimist
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Its okay to make mistakes, just dont forget that
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Theres a high road but I skip the exit
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When Im lost (Lost)
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[Chorus: NF]
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Yeah
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When Im lost
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When Im lost (Lost)
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When Im lost
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When Im lost, lost
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[Verse 2: Hopsin]
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Wow, these burdens are heavy
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And Im hopin it dont bury me
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I used to be joyful and skip so merrily
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But now Im too cautious and tip toe carefully
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My mind left and its nowhere to be
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Found, am I a big ol parody?
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‘Cause its no fair to me
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And now Im at the point where
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Im spendin a grand a week on hypnotherapy
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Look, Im tryna wash away my sins
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I got a group of loved ones that aint my friends
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And if I ever take an L then they might grin
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And they all wanna see me stay in the cage Im in
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So when it come to anybody, theres no trust for no one
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Man, so what? My whole plans to go nuts
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My shoulders ready for more shrugs, Im gon judge
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Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (Hol up)
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My sanitys gone, Id rather be torn
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From this planet they planted me on, yes, thats a reward
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Im actually bored with havin a sore heart
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Its torn apart from a family that I dont have anymore (Man, hol up)
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I was livin so oblivious
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With millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?)
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Its kinda funny what a penny does
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Mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)
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Lifes got me by the neck, with a blade against it (What?)
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Guess I was runnin late for the train and missed it (What?)
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The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (What?)
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So Ima act out like a ragin misfit (What?)
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And every verse I lay gon stay sadistic (Yeah)
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You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (Good)
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Youll never see the day where my angers dismissed
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You better go and change your wish list cause I
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[Pre-Chorus: Hopsin, NF, Both]
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Yeah, manifested this
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Do not treat me like some adolescent kid
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I am prayin to the Lord with the Book of James
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Hopin He gon add my testament
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This dark cloud, thats my residence
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Demons knockin, I dont have to let em in
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I done made mistakes, day to day
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You probably cant relate
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I just aint the same when Im lost (Lost)
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[Chorus: NF]
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Yeah
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When Im lost
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When Im, when Im lost (Lost)
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When Im lost
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When Im lost, lost
