[Intro]
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Yeah
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I guess its about that time
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You know?
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Dakari, just let it run
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Uh
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[Verse]
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Party in a penthouse until I pass the fuck out
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Reminiscin being broke and hopin I would luck out
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Fast forward, that was then, I switched my perspective
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I was supposed to make it here, this wasnt luck, it was destined
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Why the fuck am I surprised? Will I ever feel I belong here?
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Spillin my soul right now, the story gets long here
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We waitin for this album to drop, its been a long year
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Feel like its been forever, the fuck has been going on here?
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Sex, plus drugs, plus rock ‘n roll added
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That еquation, mixed with success and raw talent
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Thеy talk about me, think I went crazy, goddamnit
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Woo, I really went crazy, goddamnit
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Uh, pull the curtain, theres nothing left here to hide behind
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I come with baggage, Im complicated, you know my sign
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Try fathomin what happens inside my mind
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Intoxicated on substances, Ive been tryna to find em
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Reason to change, I found reason to rage
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Play Jim Morrison, fuck it, people are strange
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Deal with it, on God, theres no keeping me in a cage
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They try to buy my soul, but its not an even exchange
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I just had an epiphany, Im top ten in this industry
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If you knew the end result, then what would you have done differently?
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My Jekyll and my Hyde look like anything here but symmetry
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But I aint looking for nobodys sympathy
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This for the kids who buy tickets
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This for the fans of the music
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This for the kids who get some inspiration from me and use it
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This for myself, to jot this out is all therapeutic
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But I never lost myself, so dont you ever confuse it
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Readin comments on my ‘Gram, Im like “damn, they really got at me”
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“What happened to the old G? This sucks, wont you come back, G?”
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“You said youd never be that rapper, this shit is tacky”
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I make what I wanna make, but I wont make everyone happy
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My skins thick, but Im not bulletproof
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Try to numb myself like when you goin to pull a tooth
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All I can be is myself, go, and tell the truth
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I feel like I want my therapist when Im in the booth
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Listen
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Im in my own lane, so what do I have to hurry for?
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The Bay love me, they root for me like when Curry score
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I got it covered, relax, you aint gotta worry more
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I turn the corner, made the block, now Ive broken down 30s door
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Exes x me out, we aint feeling the same
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One of em went on national TV, draggin my name
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Wish you would have handled it, eh, uh
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I cant complain, because you dont get to choose how people react to being in pain
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Yeah, fuck
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Lesson learned, we werent the perfect match
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Future ref, not keeping personal and work attached
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We came a ways from going to juvie over purses snatched
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Bought moms a Birkin, we still only seen the surface scratched
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Wow
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Been tryna search and find the perfect high
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A young stoner from Berkeley High
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The person I, became is a little different
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Guess we work and try
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She kicked me out to get the bird to fly, yeah
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This the maturation of Gerry, yeah
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Been terrified of commitment, cant understand why its scary
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The deeper that I get, this shit gets harder to say
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Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
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Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
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Why the ones who love me most, the people I push away?
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Yeah
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Look in a mirror, this is you
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No one ever told me, These Things Happen Too
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Fuck
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Yeah
