[Intro: Tech N9ne]
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Yeah, like this
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Ima drink this Henn, Ima keep this grin
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But if you look at N9na closely
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Im tryna contain this beast within
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I know some of yall already knowing
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That I got a lot of cheese to spend
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But that dont change the fact I go insane
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Ive got a heap of sins, please begin
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[Verse 1: Tech N9ne]
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I saw the glitz in all of this when I was just yay tall
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And I pictured yall and it wall to wall but they all said I was just delusional
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But the people startin calling us and Im balling tough
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But the crawling rough and I never thought of stuff with saw enough
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What the problem is now I got em here
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Telling all these kids Im the K.O.D
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And they pumping up the volume and listening hard
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When I give my heart, is it
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Delusional?
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When Im thinking Im a boss in the biz
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But Im lost and I fake it that Im off in the lid
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But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib
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Some say that if I tell them to hate
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My people are at the gate ready for sealing your fate
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That is up for debate because when I make
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My music aint no evil from Mr. Yates
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Calling me a cult leader
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I dont really know but Ima fosho heater
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Wickedness coming from Monrovia
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They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us
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At the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na
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They say I lead em to evil
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Like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin the people
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When I bleed in the steeple
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The reason they seizing me aint no decreasing my ego
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My powers for good, I think
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Would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink?
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But that would never happen Im makin it with the rapping
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But they want me to collapse and when I could I sink
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[Chorus: Nikkiya Brooks & Tech N9ne]
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I hope I find what Im looking for
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Maybe I should drink just a little more
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Delusional
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Im fightin but Im losing
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Feel like the author of confusion
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Hear me!
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My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
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And confusion seems to be my alibi
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Delusional
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Im feelin like I dont belong
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Feel like Im telling you to do wrong
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Hear me!
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[Verse 2: Tech N9ne]
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She feel like Im
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Gonna make them hate me
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Because I was around and kick it and make them babies
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And now that I made it gotta escape them daily
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And thats crazy
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Because all Im doing is making the industry pay me
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But when I show my face feeling everythings great
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Did a show then we ate then Im outta that state
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She said Im a good provider
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But daddy of the year? Man, Im out of that race
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How I compensate for the losses they get often dates
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Thats too personal, Will stop the tape
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[Chorus: Nikkiya Brooks & Tech N9ne]
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I hope I find what Im looking for
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Maybe I should drink just a little more
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Delusional
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Im fightin but Im losing
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Feel like the author of confusion
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Hear me!
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My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
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And confusion seems to be my alibi
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Delusional
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Im feelin like I dont belong
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Feel like Im telling you to do wrong
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Hear me!
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[Verse 3: Tech N9ne]
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They say Im seeing things
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But everybody know Im being things, we them kings
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Like it or not we running this
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Got a lot of hype because I wanna spit
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And I come to grip on the fifth
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You gotta know Techs never gonna miss
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I know I might be a little psyche
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But its nightly and brightly inside of me making me a little frightening
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Ripping it with the right team
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I bring hella light when reciting
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When its all said and done Im sickened and heavened
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Caused this a damned reverend
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All 6s And 7s
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[Chorus: Nikkiya Brooks & Tech N9ne]
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I hope I find what Im looking for
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Maybe I should drink just a little more
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Delusional
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Im fightin but Im losing
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Feel like the author of confusion
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Hear me!
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My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
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And confusion seems to be my alibi
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Delusional
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Im feelin like I dont belong
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Feel like Im telling you to do wrong
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Hear me!
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[Outro: Tech N9ne]
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Delusional
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Delusional
