[Skit: William Kai]
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Roslyn, dont be talking to me when Im in the shower
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Shits weird
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[Verse 1]
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From irrelevant back to relevant, writing raps on a settlement
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Hopefully for the betterment, not the impediment, my state of mind
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Now I took some time to find the reason I still wanna rhyme
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Its kinda hard to find the thing that defines you
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Had these thoughts at twenty, now Im almost that but times two
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Intrusive thoughts on the daily, retired but came back quick like Im Brady
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Dont do this for no Mercedes, more like my wife and my babies
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Out the Blu like Exile, no time for rest now
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I look at my son like, “Goddamn, boy, you blessed, child”
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Not a care in the world, but as a kid, I was stressed out like Q-Tip
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See my body of work, but this right here, yeah, this that new drip
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Check it, Ive been steady overthinking bout health and bout over-drinking
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I love that my ego shrinking, I love that I keep my shrink on speed dial
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Dont need it now cause I would rather write this down
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For you listening, not you missin it, live your life how you envision it
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Gather your fear then imprison it like I do with these bars
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Anxiety be setting in, but I keep going, on God
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[Chorus]
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On God
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On God
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On God
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On God
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[Verse 2]
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Ayo, my fear is kinda gripping me now
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Chest so heavy, it feel like its tipping me now
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Anxiety got me out my present, Im tripping now, feel like Im flippin out
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Think I should be sipping now, wait now, hold up
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Self-medication aint the prescription I need right now
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Thats why Im turning this page, I feel like I need to write down my emotions
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Palm sweaty like the ocean, get rid of this, it aint that easy, a sip and a potion
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It feel like my brain is in a constant state of motion
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Some say its therapeutic, others say its devotion
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When it comes to anxiety, I feel like Im the fucking spokesman
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When I was a little boy, finally out my daddys nuts
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I had an invisible friend, they thought I was nuts
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But as I got older and lost a little innocence
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I couldnt see him anymore, not even if I squint
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Its been like thirty something years, I wonder where the fuck he went
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Sometimes I wonder if hes pissed that I cant see him
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Or if I had more imagination, then that would free him, wait, hold up
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Yo, I wonder if the anxiety that I get
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Is him getting back at me for thinking that I dont give a shit
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Maybe that isnt it, maybe hes got my back and hes the one that deflects it
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My mental state he protects it, in a sense
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When the bad thoughts come around, he intersects it
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Maybe its both like the devil and the angel
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Whatever anxiety is, I still dont get the fucking angle, on God
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[Chorus]
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On God
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On God
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On God
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On God
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[Skit: Quentin Thomas]
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Roslyn, can you easy up a little bit on your chess settings?
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Youre kicking my ass here
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[Skit: Roslyn]
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Logics three loves are:
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His family, music, and making film
