[Verse 1]
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Yeah, holding back
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Yeah, Ive always been good at that, unattached (Yeah)
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Waiting for whats coming next, things I know I should address
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I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
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Got some moments that just came and went
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Made amends with you, then you overstepped
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Thats a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect
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Stop with all the threats
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Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah)
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‘Nother city I dont know well
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Feeling too much like my old self
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Backsliding, backsliding
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Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
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Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
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Future doesnt pop up, then the past will
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Upside, thats a rare view
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Now Im going downhill (Yeah)
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Dont know who Im close with
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Going through the motions
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Dont know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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[Pre-Chorus]
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I lie to myself and I, I cant handle it
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Why do I waste so much time on things that I cant fix?
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All these things I hold inside I just cant forget
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Thought that I could let this go
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[Chorus]
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But I aint know that it would be like this, yeah
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Like this (Like this)
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I aint know that it would be like this
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Yeah, like this
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I aint know that it would be like this
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[Verse 2]
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Yeah, maybe Im impossible to be with
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I know that you got a thousand reasons
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You probably wanna leave, but dont know how, yeah
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I dont hear a thing when you yell
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Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
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Got me standing here with no choice
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I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
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Look, Im doing my best to try to stay calm
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But I cant deal (Cant deal)
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Feeling too much like my old self
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Backsliding, backsliding
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I just let the phone ring
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We aint even close, please
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Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah)
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Lot of issues that you dont see
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Texts that I just wont read
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Play it off, it cuts deep though
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When I dont know who Im close with
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Going through the motions
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Dont know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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[Pre-Chorus]
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I lie to myself and I, I cant handle it
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Why do I waste so much time on things that I cant fix? (Yeah)
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All these things I hold inside I just cant forget (Nah)
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Thought that I could let this go (Yeah)
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[Chorus]
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But I aint know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah)
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Like this (Ayy)
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I aint know that it would be like this
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(I aint know that it would be like this, woo)
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Yeah, like this (Like this)
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I aint know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah)
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Like this (Like this)
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I aint know that it would be like this
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Yeah, like this (Like this)
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I aint know that it would be like this
