[Chorus: Fleurie] ~#**************#~ Insidious is blind inception ~#**************#~ Whats reality with all these questions? ~#**************#~ Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in ~#**************#~ Slept in ~#**************#~ Broken legs, but I chase perfection ~#**************#~ These walls are my blank expression ~#**************#~ My mind is a home Im trapped in ~#**************#~ And its lonely inside this mansion ~#**************#~ [Verse 1: NF] ~#**************#~ Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics ~#**************#~ Theyre all over the place, theres songs in the mirrors ~#**************#~ Written all over the floors, all over the chairs ~#**************#~ And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs ~#**************#~ Thats where I write when Im in a bad place and need to release ~#**************#~ And let out the version of NF you dont wanna see ~#**************#~ I put holes in the walls with both of my fists til they bleed ~#**************#~ You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me ~#**************#~ Physically abused, now thats the room that I dont wanna be in ~#**************#~ That picture aint blurry at all, I just dont wanna see it ~#**************#~ And these walls aint blank, I just think I dont wanna see em ~#**************#~ But why not? Im in here, so I might as well read em ~#**************#~ I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around ~#**************#~ Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground ~#**************#~ Matter of fact, I think Ima burn this room right now ~#**************#~ Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just wont burn down ~#**************#~ You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes ~#**************#~ Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried ~#**************#~ Congratulations, youll always have a room in my mind ~#**************#~ But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside ~#**************#~ [Chorus: Fleurie] ~#**************#~ Insidious is blind inception ~#**************#~ Whats reality with all these questions? ~#**************#~ Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in ~#**************#~ And slept in ~#**************#~ Broken legs, but I chase perfection ~#**************#~ These walls are my blank expression ~#**************#~ My mind is a home Im trapped in ~#**************#~ And its lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion ~#**************#~ [Verse 2: NF] ~#**************#~ Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain ~#**************#~ See, my problem is, I dont fix things, I just try to repaint ~#**************#~ Cover em up, like it never happened, say, “I wish I could change” ~#**************#~ Are you confused? Come upstairs and Ill show you what I mean ~#**************#~ This rooms full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems ~#**************#~ The moment I walk into its the same moment that I wanna leave ~#**************#~ I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things ~#**************#~ But its hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep ~#**************#~ I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls ~#**************#~ Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom ~#**************#~ One of the first things I wrote was, “I wish I woulda called” ~#**************#~ But I should just stop now, we aint got enough room in this song ~#**************#~ And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am ~#**************#~ And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can ~#**************#~ Shrug it off like it aint nothing, like its out of my hands ~#**************#~ Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans ~#**************#~ And I regret watchin these trust issues eat me alive ~#**************#~ And at the rate Im goin, theyll probably still be there when I die ~#**************#~ Congratulations, youll always have a room in my mind ~#**************#~ The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? ~#**************#~ [Chorus: Fleurie] ~#**************#~ Insidious is blind inception ~#**************#~ Whats reality with all these questions? ~#**************#~ Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in ~#**************#~ And slept in ~#**************#~ Broken legs, but I chase perfection ~#**************#~ These walls are my blank expression ~#**************#~ My mind is a home Im trapped in ~#**************#~ And its lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion ~#**************#~ [Verse 3: NF] ~#**************#~ So this part of my house, no ones been in it for years ~#**************#~ I built a safe room and I dont let no one in there ~#**************#~ ‘Cause if I do, theres a chance that they might disappear ~#**************#~ And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared ~#**************#~ To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked ~#**************#~ You might get other doors to open up, but this doors not ~#**************#~ ‘Cause I dont want you to have the opportunity to hurt me ~#**************#~ And Ill be the only person that I can blame when you desert me ~#**************#~ Im barricaded inside, so stop watchin ~#**************#~ Im not coming to the door, so stop knockin, stop knockin ~#**************#~ Im trapped here, God keeps saying Im not locked in ~#**************#~ I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience ~#**************#~ I know that shuttin the world out aint solvin the problem ~#**************#~ But I didnt build this house because I thought it would solve em ~#**************#~ I built it because I thought that it was safer in there ~#**************#~ But its not, Im not the only thing thats livin in here ~#**************#~ Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in ~#**************#~ Maybe thats the problem, cause Ive been dealing with this ever since ~#**************#~ I thought that he would leave, but its obvious, he never did ~#**************#~ He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in ~#**************#~ Now Im in a position, its either sit here and let em win ~#**************#~ Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can ~#**************#~ ‘Cause in order to do that, Id have to open the doors ~#**************#~ Is that me or the fear talking? I dont know anymore ~#**************#~ [Outro: NF & Fleurie] ~#**************#~ Its lonely ~#**************#~ Inside (Inside), inside (Inside) ~#**************#~ Its lonely (Its lonely) ~#**************#~ Oh, yeah, its lonely ~#**************#~ Inside this mansion