[Chorus]
~#**************#~
I dont see you like I should
~#**************#~
You look so misunderstood
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Pray to God with my arms open
~#**************#~
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
[Verse 1]
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Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
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They bring out the worst in me
~#**************#~
Mind runnin, got me feelin like it hurts to think
~#**************#~
If this is all that I wanted, I dont want it, gotta be more for me
~#**************#~
All the core beliefs
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And every mornin I wake up and feel like I am not worth it cause Im at war with peace
~#**************#~
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
~#**************#~
Look at the body like, “You aint nothin but poor and weak”
~#**************#~
Its kinda weird
~#**************#~
Lately I been feelin like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink
~#**************#~
Thats more deceit, more defeat
~#**************#~
Is this really what Im born to be?
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Thats what you get for thinkin youre unique
~#**************#~
So poor, but Im so wealthy
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Need help, but you cant help me
~#**************#~
What else can the world sell me?
~#**************#~
Tell me lies, I still buy em like theyre goin outta stock
~#**************#~
But its not healthy
~#**************#~
[Chorus]
~#**************#~
I dont see you like I should
~#**************#~
You look so misunderstood
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Pray to God with my arms open
~#**************#~
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
[Verse 2]
~#**************#~
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
~#**************#~
They know how to get to me
~#**************#~
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
~#**************#~
But I dont wanna die, I just wanna get relief
~#**************#~
So dont talk to me like you think Im so successful
~#**************#~
What is success when hope has left you?
~#**************#~
I am not a spokesman, Im a broken record
~#**************#~
Whos sick of doin interviews cause I hate myself, agh!
~#**************#~
Come across like its so easy
~#**************#~
But I feel like you dont need me
~#**************#~
When I feel like you dont need me
~#**************#~
Then I feel like you dont see me
~#**************#~
And my life has no meaning, drain me
~#**************#~
Hands out, tryna ask for love
~#**************#~
But when I get it, I just pass it up
~#**************#~
Throw it away and think about it later
~#**************#~
Diggin through the trash for drugs
~#**************#~
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I cant
~#**************#~
Im scared because
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[Chorus]
~#**************#~
I dont see you like I should
~#**************#~
You look so misunderstood
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Pray to God with my arms open
~#**************#~
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
[Verse 3]
~#**************#~
I walk through the ashes of my passions
~#**************#~
Reminiscin with the baggage in my casket
~#**************#~
Get lost in the questions I cant answer
~#**************#~
Cant stand who I am, but it dont matter
~#**************#~
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
~#**************#~
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
~#**************#~
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
~#**************#~
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
~#**************#~
[Bridge]
~#**************#~
But I cant have it
~#**************#~
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
~#**************#~
But I cant have it
~#**************#~
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
~#**************#~
[Chorus]
~#**************#~
I dont see you like I should
~#**************#~
You look so misunderstood
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Pray to God with my arms open
~#**************#~
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
~#**************#~
And I wish I could help
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Hate myself
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
Hate myself
~#**************#~
But its hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
[Outro]
~#**************#~
When I hate myself
~#**************#~
Its kinda hard when I hate myself
~#**************#~
I hate myself
~#**************#~
Its hard when I hate myself
