My most considered, like, “successful” moment of my life was the worst
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The most depressed Ive ever been
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Literally feeling like Id probably be happier if I was just dead
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I got a number one on Billboard, my song is massive right now
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Like, I may never have a song this big again
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My tour, I think every date sold out except one date
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So I literally had everything that I had always dreamed of happening (Yeah)
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And I felt… I didnt feel happy at all
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And so I think what happened was I spiraled really bad
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‘Cause I was like, “Im here, and if this is it
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Theres gotta be more for me
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‘Cause if this is it, like, its not gonna work”
