[Produced by Greg Kurstin]
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[Verse 1]
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I only wanted to have fun
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Learning to fly, learning to run
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I let my heart decide the way
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When I was young
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Deep down, I must have always known
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That this would be inevitable
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To earn my stripes, Id have to pay
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And bare my soul
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[Chorus]
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I know Im not the only one
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Who regrets the things theyve done
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Sometimes, I just feel its only me
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Who cant stand the reflection that they see
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I wish I could live a little more
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Look up to the sky, not just the floor
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I feel like my life is flashing by
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And all I can do is watch and cry
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I miss the air, I miss my friends
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I miss my mother, I miss it when
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Life was a party to be thrown
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But that was a million years ago
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[Verse 2]
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When I walk around all of the streets
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Where I grew up and found my feet
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They cant look me in the eye
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Its like theyre scared of me
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I try to think of things to say
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Like a joke or a memory
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But they dont recognize me now
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In the light of day
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[Chorus]
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I know Im not the only one
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Who regrets the things theyve done
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Sometimes, I just feel its only me
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Who never became who they thought theyd be
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I wish I could live a little more
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Look up to the sky, not just the floor
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I feel like my life is flashing by
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And all I can do is watch and cry
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I miss the air, I miss my friends
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I miss my mother, I miss it when
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Life was a party to be thrown
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But that was a million years ago
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[Outro]
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A million years ago
