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“Hey, Nate, hows life?”
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I don’t know, its alright
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Ive been dealin’ with some things like every human being
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And really didnt sleep much last night (Last night)
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“Im sorry,” thats fine
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I just think I need a little me time
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I just think I need a little free time
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Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah (Bus rides)
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Last year I had a breakdown
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Thoughts tellin me Im lost gettin too loud
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Had to see a therapist, then I found out
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Somethin funny’s goin’ on up in my house
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Yeah, I started thinkin maybe I should move out
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You know, pack my cart, take a new route
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Clean up my yard, get the noose out
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Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
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I’ve been searchin
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“What does that mean, Nate?” Ive been learning
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Grabbin my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
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Well, I brought a few with me, Im not perfect
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Lookin at the view, like this concerns me
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Pickin up the cues, right? Im quite nervous
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Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
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And things might hurt me
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Its prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (But hey)
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Its worth it, though
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Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
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Its been a minute, I know, now Im back to roam
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Lookin for the antidote to crack the code
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Pretty vivid; I admit it, Im in classic mode
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Dont need pity given to me, but I cant condone
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Talkin down to me, Ima have to crack your nose for crackin jokes
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Im lookin for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
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Been makin a whole lot of changes
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Wrote a song about that, you should play it
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I get scared when I walk on these stages
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I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
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Thats when I start to get anxious
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Thats when my thoughts can be dangerous
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Thats when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
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Forget what Im sayin, and—
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Whered the beat go?
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Oh, aint that somethin?
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Drums came in, you aint see that comin
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Hands on my head, cant tell me nothin
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Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
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Throw it back up like I dont want it
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Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
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OCD, tryna push my buttons
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I said dont touch it, now yall done it
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I can be critical, never typical
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Intricate with every syllable, Im a criminal
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Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
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Even if you hate it, Ill make it feel like youre in it, though
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You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
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Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
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Way that I been thinkin is cinematic, its beautiful
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Man, I dont know if Im makin movies or music videos (Videos, videos, videos)
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Yeah, the sales can rise
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Doesnt mean much though when your health declines
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See, weve all got somethin that we trapped inside
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That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin it dies
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Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
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Then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
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Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
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You dont relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
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The point Im makin is the mind is a powerful place
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And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
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Its pretty cool, right? Yeah, but its not always safe
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Just hang with me, thisll only take a moment, okay?
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Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
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Every day when you get up and think youll never be great
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Youll never be great—not because youre not, but the hate
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Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, woo
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Ive been developin, take a look at the benefits
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Nothin to meddle with, I can never be delicate
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Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
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Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
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Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
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Im a gentleman, depending on if I think youre genuine
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Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
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Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (Ah)
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Its that time again
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Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
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Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap em in
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Look at me, everybody, Im smilin big
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On a road right now that I cant predict
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Tell me “Tone that down,” but I cant resist
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Yall know that sound, better raise your fist
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The search begins, Im back, so enjoy the trip, huh
